Everyday is a Battle

I tell him I’m fine but I know he doesnt believe me…How could he I dont even believe me but its not even a thought any more its an automatic response what we he do if i told him the truth that I was broken long before him, that he broke me even more, that I honestly dont believe in love because it never seems to last, I wonder what he would do if he knew the truth of my mind and the secrets of my soul…Would he still want me? </3